I thought I'd make my own personal blog. At first I was against it because I did do this blogging a lot. But for my blog I'll answer questions, post random blogs/thoughts. Hell, I'll post drawing or sketch previews or what can come to mind and all that jazz. So please don't be a troll or anything. I'm really not into that or want to deal with that bull. On to the first entry. It been a long while since I was on a band message board since my first band message board was 30 Seconds to Mars in 2006. The board wasn't bad I just ended up dealing with a lot of drama from one person who always gave me a hard time calling me everything under the bus. From "loony","epitome of a fangirl","fat black girl from the Milwaukee's north side" and some really racisit bull, got my first account banned after arguing with some people who thought I was trolling but I really wasn't.While there were more okay times than good. I became reluctant to join another band message board after that experience, most likely due to me being a teenager at the time then I posted a little bit on the Yuku board for them. Just lost intrest because of that one guy just giving me a hard time for unknown reasons. Had a couple of friends tell me that he thought he liked me. If you're going out of your way to throw me under the bus, give me a hard time, diss the things I like, get racist with me plus judge me without even knowing me. Okay I get it being 16 can possibly get you the title fangirl in the 30 Seconds to Mars board at the time. But I stayed on there despite a unecessary ban on my first account by some of the "European Echelon" division without even recieving a warning. Like I still like the band but the "Echelon" I dealt with which is what they were called at the time not sure if that name still applies now for the fanbase. Like I've met some and interacted with some really cool Echelon and fangirls. But I've also had my share of assclowns and that one fool who lived in the same city as me. Yes I was young, I get it and I made message board mistakes I'll admit I should've picked and chose my battles better over there. But I have felt much better since I don't even go there anymore or assoicate with the message board anymore. Though I waited quite sometime later before I joined here. Despite lurking a lot, I kind of wished I would've joined when it was heavily active. Cause a lot of people here seemed much cooler and intresting to interact then the 30 Seconds to Mars board. Nothing against the board I just think mods didn't really care all that much over there. Anyway. I do hope I can see this board get active again so I can meet other fans and maybe new friends and dicuss things AIC or not hehe. I kind of got made fun of by people on the 30 boards for liking AIC sometimes when I first joined and was met with racist comments on the lines of "black people don't listen to AIC" or something along those lines...Bullshit, I say. Bullshit. But seriously, I would love to be on here more when it's more active, Twitter doesn't help me find AIC fans or Tumblr. Or they do but it's damn near impossible to find. I wonder what would be a good time to be online when I can see more than one or two people online. Like for real. Cause I had a challenge I wanted to get going if they were to tour next year and I'm praticing the dance to like "The Running Man Challenge". I'd even post up a how-to video if enough people were to agree to do it. I'll propose that idea if the board can get active again. Then again Yuku is confusing as fuck lol. Anyway. After some personal issues subside I'm going to get my driver's liscense(sp?),I wasn't ready for years and I know 26 and I'mjust now getting to it, can we not start that up, better late then never. Though, I totally wish I fall would seriously come. I'm just ready for it. Wisconsin weather this summer is bi-polar and I poorly timed concerts this year. So in a way after Anime Milwaukee in 2017. I'm immediately getting whatever concert I want to go ready hotel and all. But I do need to find some people in Seattle and visit there to see if I want to move there and go to school. So I'm looking at my options after I look into schools here or if I have to get a job and stash money or get a job then be able to transfer into LA or Seattle since I have family in LA and possibly be able to stay with them. Yes I know cost of living is higher but the graphic design degree I want to get those two places pay better there than Milwaukee.Though I'm done on that. But I am seriously considering a YouTube channel. So I'll keep you guys updated first on that before anyone else. That was long and sorry if it sounds kind of downer. But I do feel like answering questions so If you have one drop them. As long as you're respectful. I'll answer.